Posts Tagged ‘contraversial’
Dirty Sex!?
At what point does a person make the concious decision that another person is true (good for them). We all have the inner judgement of whether we believe human beings were 1st good and life situations make them bad, or that they just makes them make poor choices in life. Is it that the core of every human is bad(evil) and we only do nice(right) things because of set standards of how we should act?
This idea brought me promtply to this question; Based on the belief everyone is bad just doing good things, does that mean….we are all primative dirty sluts?
Do we all just want to fuck the shit out of everyone in the most ass shaking dicking hardening way? And because of society is why we have taimed ourselves into believeing “our” sex is an act of love instead of simply an act of pure procreating aggression? I have not quite figured this out.
See, being a woman sort of puts me in the state of, well, as I do believe society plays a huge roll on how one should or shouldn’t act, I do know that in cases of having sex I do feel an attachment of some-sort to a man I sleep with. Now this brings me back to the thought so we are not completely primal right and have feelings? No not right, see what if I am confusing my attachment (that fact that I think I care possibly love the man) as really just as simple as “haha I have fucked you now you are mine, I claimed your dick as my territoy and any woman to piss on this will be hurt.”
I do not believe I am similar to most woman, I can disattach feelings from fucking but I do get caught up and confuse myself at times.
Since my last relationship, which was not a bad one, is where this whole thought proccess semi sparked from. You see after our break up we still continued to have sex. I felt all those feelings I had when I was with him and loved it. I thought at times, “Wow why did i break up with him if I felt like this.” As time went on and the sex-ca-pades spaced out, even though I was still feeling the warm fuzzies with him I began to think maybe the warm fuzzies are just chemical and the feelings of being with him and me caring are actually because I dont care to know/ want him to have sex with someone else at the time. I did towards the end of this post break up sex, lose all those fuzzy feelings and was just showing up for a big dick and a good orgasm. So in that case is the sex with him afterwards realizing this just because I am a primitive slut wanting a good fuck?
For those of you who are curious I have stopped having sex with my ex months ago, this being one of the reasons. Because in my mind I do believe: Yes, sex is primal, and you (I can) separate just having sex with someone and having sex while caring bout someone. I have made the choice that I want to have sex with someone I care about not just someone I can and want to fuck.
So what kinda of person are you .. can you even separate the two (sex and relationship?) most women can’t, and most men will just fuck whatever gets them up.hahaha have fun! talk this out with me!
XOXO,
Tessie

















